I know I will make the choice/take the action and see what is next. But it is interesting that after all this time I feel less sure now than I did 8 years ago when I made much harder decisions.
I have been committed to a pretty intense spiritual path for a long time now. Yet I still struggle with my faith.
It isn’t that I don’t have faith in God or my higher self. It is that I worry that I will get in my own way, time after time. I am not as naive and optimistic as I once was. I know how bad it can get now. And the intuitive info is coming calmer – not a big push where it was easier to follow even if I was very afraid at the same time. It is smaller. It is a small knowing or a small breathe of fresh air.
I know I will make the choice/take the action and see what is next. But it is interesting that after all this time I feel less sure now than I did 8 years ago when I made much harder decisions.