I have decided to just accept what is right now for me. I have been upset that I no longer have interest in making any arts or crafts. I have also lost interest in a lot of things that used to excite me. I was trying to force myself to find something like that again because I thought something was wrong or missing.
I just decided to accept that this is where I am. I am fairly calm. I am aware of inner change – again. I am aware of less judgment and anger, more peace. A very real blessing.
I a reading more and spending slightly more tie watching tV (can’t really do that for very long). I haven’t been as forceful with myself around exercising or diet. I am in a gentle-to-self phase.
And I accept it (today anyway).